Sabrina's Journal

6:46AM

men are terrible people.
they all think that they are the exception, but they're all the same.

fuckers.




ps. this isn't about something that happend to me. just an -in general-.

Current mood: angry

3:09AM - another sleepless night

friday night a girl i sat with in my ISS class got hit by a car and died.
i owed her 5 dollars.
everyone who i have told that to says "well you dont owe her any more" like its funny.
but the thing is ... its not funny. at all.
and i feel guilty that i didnt pay her.

i have never been so freaked out about death.

thursday she got an 87 on her ISS exam and thought she'd do better on the next one
friday she was dead.


its so tragic... she was here at state preparing for a future she doesnt get to have.



i was up all night last night because i can't seem to get her face out of my mind. i keep imagining what it would have been like for her to see the headlights coming at her. i keep seeing the sweatshirt she was wearing on thursday. i honestly didnt know her that well but i cant seem to get her out of my head.



i keep thinking... do u think if she knew that she was going to die on february 4th 2006 she would have lived her life differently? i know i would. but heres the thing, ull never know.
so everyday is a chance you have to take really... a risk that it might be your last.
but what if u live each day like it is your last, and it isnt.
then u may have wasted a day, made a bad decision in the intrest of living in the moment.
so i suppose we have to use that luxurious assumption that we get to wake up tomorrow.
and live not as though each day is out last but in the hope that we will get to see the future we have been preparing our whole lives for.

Current mood: contemplative

4:15AM - dont worry we drew on her face

my roommate is passed out on the bathroom floor and snoring like a bear


life is good

Current mood: wishing i hadn't lost my voice

10:00PM - i love coming home!!!!!!!!

i walked up to my garage today and tried the code to open it, only it didnt work... so i got out my key and walked in through the side door into the garage and nearly tripped over my

BRAND NEW CAR RIUGBAELHGSRHAIRBGFJASBGJDHGBFJHAEBGHABGJHFDBGJERGTBIATBNAKJIT!!!

best day ever!

( curious? )

Current mood: bouncin off the walls ecstatic

6:32PM - im enjoying bieng a spartan

so one night at state has been better than the whole yr at western

its guna be a nice long year :-)

Current mood: happy

7:11AM - another sleepless night

lets see... there arent to many things to update about.

i m walking again so thats wonderful!

i m still unemployed and have 4 dollars in my wallet. and 5.76 in the bank. i think its safe to say im broke!

i still have not been to the pool once this summer.

im still trying to talk my dad out of getting me a G6 when my lease is up.

im still an insomniac

and  he he ... he he

( Visuals *some of these are HUGE... sorry* )

Current mood: cant sleep

2:42AM - talk about crazy summer nights

i went to the mall today crutch-free :)

then came home and rays friend barBQed for me n the girlies.

then galina left to go "hang out" with eugene
so me and elina went to her house to walk in on them ... ugh i mean surprise them!
so we get to her house and break her garage opener :-/ and try to get in but her sister cought us
olgy says that G is at eugenes house, so we make her call and ask if eugenes parrents are home... there not
so we go there!
eugene doesnt lock his house door so we just go in his house and sit on the couch...
lets just say they wernt happy to see us. lol

then we went mini golfing? galina won

then galinas sister calls and says the car got stolen in Bham and shes at the police station. so we go get her and turns out that silly olgy just forgot where she parked the car.

so then we come back and go to 711 wich apparently is the new caribou cuz all my boyz were there. then the cops rolled by and it was peace out. now im watching tv alone :(

pimp my ride re-runs are entertaining me untill my vicodin kicks in :D

Current mood: Summery

4:28PM - he he

i just wanted to use my new icon :-P

if u cant tell it says " Honestly: I was never that hungry hungry"

Current mood: amused

2:50AM - gosh its been a while

so since today is technically monday. tomorrow is technically tuesday the day of my knee surgery :-/

they're going to call me tomorrow... well today and let me know what time to come in to the hospital *shudders*

6-8 weeks on crutches... fuck.


On an up note. got my grades 3.9 bitches

all that damn studying paid off :-D im a smarty pants


also... julie got the most awsomest dress!haha

and i love being home. ive had so much good food... fabulous :-)

ill put up pictures eventually...

thats all... i just want to brag about my grades a little more 3.9 3.9 3.9 :-P tee hee

~~~~~AND. As of 4:53 today im OFFICIALLY a Spartan :-DDDDDDDD

Current mood: neeeeerrvous

10:26PM - ill be home on thursday. good bye western

my parrents came and took everything today. no more futon. no carpet. no pictures. no clothes. no decorations. no personality.

it feels like a dorm room again.

i hate it

Current mood: sleepy

4:08AM - <3

my mom is the best .

Current mood: grateful

4:32AM - wb rox my sox

back in the wb and i couldnt be happier.
i wish i had appreciated it more when i lived here full time.
the wb really is a wonderfull place to grow up.
i cant see me growing up anywhere else.
i CAN see me growing old somewhere else .

but i love snow only not on my new shoes. i would absolutly hate if it were one season all the time. i love when the leaves are turning colors and the smell of cold in the fall after a sweaty tan summer. and the first time its really warm after winter... even though warm after winter is like 45 degrees haha I love it.

Current mood: wonderfull

10:47PM - my sober wastern night

last night was soooo fun  galina and jenny came to visit me and leo, pierre, weiss, gump, and tony happend to be here 2! it was soo fun having everyone here

before we went to meet up with the guys we went to say hi to one of jennys friends and when we got to her complex the tow truck was behind us and it started to turn and then stopped. so we went around them and we look ... they hit a fire hydrant!! haha

so then we asked the grl were to park and she was like telling us but were like we should ask the tow guys where we can park! so we start talking to them and then one of them gets a beep on his next tell and we hear "dude... did u just hit a fire hydrant" haha and so one of them suggested that we use my expired handicap sticker to park and we did and we didnt get a ticket! yay

so then we went and met up with leo and went back to this grl stephanies house for alittle then we wnt to one of her neighbors house. and we met the most rediculous drunk kid. he was the highlight of my night he was like tom green #2! and when someone said ur like tome green he goes I DIDNT FUCK A MOOOOOOOOSSSEE . hes a local kzooer ... cant be surprised that hes a little crazy!

( my crazies )

Current mood: happy

7:02PM

so school has been going for a while and i had my first test today. i didnt study at all and i dont care. im mad that i dont care. blah

ill do better next time... i hope :0/


the snow storm ruined my weekend. but its really pretty so i cant complain.

i got bored and decided to cut my bangs... yea its not cute

mmm nothing else is new. haha im boring.


:-)

Current mood: sleepy

5:56AM - let it snow let it snow let it snooooowwww!! <3 <3<3 it

gahh had my wisdom teeth pulled today and its AWFULL... tonsils and wisdom teeth its not a good yr for me mouthwise! ill be okay though, it is kinda funny i look like a chipmunk! :-0 thats me! haha


mm wat else is new oh i know! i was up all night tuesday night and ended going to breakfast with zach at 7am. we went to birmingham pancake house MmMmmMMmMMm ... then he washed his car and mine!! who doesnt love a free car wash! that was probly the most interesting morning ive had in a while!

thats all... oh i saw closer.. horrible movie dont waste ur money.

hope everyone is having a good break!!!

<33

Current mood: awake awake awake awake awake

3:45AM - no thanks

uhm i have a roommate for next semester

:-/

Current mood: annoyed

5:24AM - i stumbled upon these jewish jokes and there toooo funny!

1)"A wealthy man dies and leaves ten million dollars. One-third is to go to his wife, one-fifth is to go to his son, one-sixth to his butler, one eighth to his secretary; and the rest to charity. Now, what does each get?"

After a very long silence in the classroom, Little Morris raised his hand.

The teacher called on Little Morris for his answer.

With complete sincerity in his voice, Morris answered, ... "A good lawyer!"

2)Ruth and Golda were walking along Hendon High Street.
Ruth says, "My son Irving is getting married. He tells me he is engaged to a wonderful girl, but... he thinks she may have a disease called herpes.
Golda says, "Do you have any idea what this herpes is, and can he catch it?"
Ruth replies, "No, but I am just so thrilled to hear about Irving's engagement - it's time he settled down. As far as the herpes goes...who knows?"
"Well," says Golda, "I have a very good medical dictionary at home. I'll look it up and call you."
So Golda goes home, looks it up, and calls Ruth. "Ruth, I found it. Not to worry. It says herpes is a disease of the gentiles."

3)If Microsoft were Jewish:
1. Your PC would shut down automatically on Friday evenings.
2. Your "Start" button would be replaced with a "Let's go. I'm not getting any younger." button.
3. RETRY would be replaced with "You vant I should try again?"
4. When disconnecting external devices from your PC, instructions would say "Remove from your PC's tuchis the cable ".
5. Your CD player would be labelled "Nu, so play my music already.".
6. You would hear "Hava Nagila" during startup.
7. SCANDISK prompts you with, "You vant I should fix?" message.
8. When your PC is mult-tasking, you would occasionally hear an "Oy Gevult."
9. Manischewitz would advertise that its "monitor cleaning solution" gets rid of the "schmutz" on your screen.
10. After 20 minutes in an idle state, your PC would go "Schloffen."
11. All computer viruses would be cured with chicken soup.
12. After your computer dies, you would have to dispose of it within 24 hours.
13. Internet Explorer would have a spinning "Star of David" in the upper right corner.

4)Q: What did the waiter ask the group of Jewish mothers?
A: "Is anything OK?"

5)Barry wonders if having sex on the Sabbath is a sin because he is not sure if sex is work or play.
So Barry first of all goes to a catholic priest and asks for his opinion on this question. After consulting the Bible, the priest says, "My son, after an exhaustive search, I am positive that sex is work and is therefore not permitted on Sundays."
Barry thinks: "What does a priest know about sex?" So he goes to a protestant minister, who after all is a married man and experienced in this matter. Barry queries the minister and receives the same reply. "Sex is work and therefore not for the Sabbath."
Not pleased with the replies, Barry then seeks out the ultimate authority: a man of thousands of years’ tradition and knowledge. In other words, he goes to a rabbi.
The rabbi ponders the question, then states, "My son, sex is definitely play."
Barry replies, "Thank goodness but rabbi, how can you be so sure when so many others tell me sex is work?"
The rabbi softly speaks, "If sex were work, my wife would have the maid do it.

6)A mohel had been busy all his life collecting all the little snippets he cut off at each Brit Hamilah.
By the time he retired, he had a huge plastic bag full of these cut-offs. What to do with them? Someone referred him to a tradesman down the street and he took his huge bag there, asking if this could be turned into something. "Sure," said the tradesman, "just leave it here and come back in four weeks' time."
When the mohel came back, the tradesman presented him with a tiny little wallet. The mohel could hardly hide his disappointment and said, "I brought you such an enormous bag full of snippets, and you make but the tiniest of wallets out of it?" Replies the tradesman: "Just wait till you stroke it a bit, and it turns into a huge suitcase!"

Current mood: amused

4:55AM - im sooo a chandler

its 5 am and i have my last finall tomm and i cant sleep
its going to be an interesting day!

wish me luck i need it

thats all
no its not-- i stole this from chris

You scored as Chandler. You're Chandler. The sarcastic commitment phobe. Could you BE any funnier. </td> Chandler 65% Monica 55% Joey 55% Rachel 50% Ross 30% Phoebe 25% Which Friend are you? created with QuizFarm.com

Current mood: sleep deprived and hungray!

11:34AM

 galina being "sexy"

( sexAy ladies  )

Current mood: cheerful

2:24AM - NyC pics sooooon

8

number of days untill break (including the weekend that i will be spending studying my cute little brains out )

all i want is to wake up in the morning and know i get to spend the day with my mom.





ps. it snowed today and i love it :-D

Current mood: x 1000000000000000000000000000